"Addictions"

Wasted time is tugging on my shoulder. Acceptance of expectations wrongly unfulfilled. Waiting, Wanting, Wishing. Normal states seem unappreciative. Harmony exists on unrealistic levels. Selfishness, Self-Pity, Self-Indulgence. Repetitions of events known only too well. Disappointment is a major reoccurrence. Guilt, Greed, Gloom. Escapism? Maybe. Relief? Maybe. Sorrow? Maybe. Reality? Always. Doubt, Disturbance, Destruction. Finding never. Searching ever for what is desperately needed. An addiction worthy of my addiction.